||[Jul. 10th, 2008|11:58 pm]
Everything in my life seems mediocre. |
It's hard having 9-month friends and 3-month friends. How everyone changes. For the better and the worse.
My job is mediocre. I have a mediocre time some nights of the week. I've been reading a lot.
I try to get out of the house as much as possible, but sometimes I just feel just as shitty outside these walls as I do inside them.
I'm scared about my house next year. I don't know one person I'm living with. Not one. We havent done room pick, I don't know what my rent is going to be, and I don't know if I'll have a single or a double or what floor I'll be on.
I don't know what color to paint my walls- I'm thinking a light purpley-blue. Maybe like the hex code 9999FF?####### I don't know. I want something girly, but not too girly, not too dark. No orange or yellow. No dark blues, reds, purples or greens. White is... dumb. And I need to get a comforter. And maybe a bed. I NEED MORE INFORMATION. :(
Also, if you say, "let's be friends," fucking ask me how I'm doing once in a while. Don't ignore me for weeks at a time [That wasn't directed at anyone that reads this. :)] And if I text you and say "What's up?" or "How's it going?", a polite response would be an answer + "How are you?" or "What are you doing?" or "How is your life?" MANNERS. WHY DON'T PEOPLE HAVE THEM YET.
Me: "Have a nice night!"
Idiot with no manners: "Yup."
Me: "Take it easy! :)"
Me: "Have a good one! :)"
Jackass with a mother that lacks manners: "Bye."
Correct answers: "Thank you!" or "You too!"
Well I have to get up in 5 hours to work at 7 am. And this.... just stressed me out more, I think. Good try though, Bethany, good try.