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[Jul. 10th, 2008|11:58 pm]
Everything in my life seems mediocre.
It's hard having 9-month friends and 3-month friends. How everyone changes. For the better and the worse.
My job is mediocre. I have a mediocre time some nights of the week. I've been reading a lot.
I try to get out of the house as much as possible, but sometimes I just feel just as shitty outside these walls as I do inside them.
I'm scared about my house next year. I don't know one person I'm living with. Not one. We havent done room pick, I don't know what my rent is going to be, and I don't know if I'll have a single or a double or what floor I'll be on.
I don't know what color to paint my walls- I'm thinking a light purpley-blue. Maybe like the hex code 9999FF?####### I don't know. I want something girly, but not too girly, not too dark. No orange or yellow. No dark blues, reds, purples or greens. White is... dumb. And I need to get a comforter. And maybe a bed. I NEED MORE INFORMATION. :(

Also, if you say, "let's be friends," fucking ask me how I'm doing once in a while. Don't ignore me for weeks at a time [That wasn't directed at anyone that reads this. :)] And if I text you and say "What's up?" or "How's it going?", a polite response would be an answer + "How are you?" or "What are you doing?" or "How is your life?" MANNERS. WHY DON'T PEOPLE HAVE THEM YET.

Pet peeves:
Me: "Have a nice night!"
Idiot with no manners: "Yup."

Me: "Take it easy! :)"
Idiot: "Okay."

Me: "Have a good one! :)"
Jackass with a mother that lacks manners: "Bye."

Correct answers: "Thank you!" or "You too!"


Well I have to get up in 5 hours to work at 7 am. And this.... just stressed me out more, I think. Good try though, Bethany, good try.

[User Picture]From: _vanitytrash
2008-07-11 07:20 am (UTC)
I strongly agree with your second line of this entry.

What defines mediocre anyway? Just a question that popped into my head today while running haha.
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[User Picture]From: brainsnap
2008-07-11 04:25 pm (UTC)
youve fallen into midland's vortex of mediocrity. abort.
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From: (Anonymous)
2008-08-13 10:28 am (UTC)
Wow...someone still uses livejournal...hahaha.

But seriously, you are a very strong and passion filled human being. Dont let the day to day feelings of boredom or indifference bring you down. Also, dont let anyone let you cop out by blaming Midland. Life is the same no matter where you go, if you are unhappy or bored in Midland that feeling will follow you the rest of you life until you do something about it within yourself.

Also, dont be worried about your housing situation, the new room mates could be a blessing in disguise...even if it doesnt seem that way when you first get there, be open minded (I know you are) and always look for the best in people.

I hope you have a good school year!

An old friend (you know who the fuck I am, Biatch!)
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[User Picture]From: bleedingluna
2008-09-01 06:41 pm (UTC)
I don't know for sure who you are... but I miss you a lot. JEM?
I need a hug :(
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